the story of our life

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

In one point of my life I met this beautiful girl in a coffee shop. There she was on her table sipping her coffee and waiving at me as I was by the counter. I guess these were the moments in your life that you would never forget. She smiled at me and that would be the start of a friendship that would later blossom into something beautiful as time went on. She had the sweetest smile. We both took a risk. Time flew by as if I didn't notice it and we were having the time of our lives together. We were so happy that we couldn't recognize life without each other. Single life was so distant. These were the moments that took my breath away. The moments that you have to live through. In which case life was inevitable. She had to move someplace else. Suddenly everything went wrong. It was my world turned upside down. What can I say? Sometimes you win some and sometimes you lose some. That still doesn't end to that. The pain still lingers. I feel so lost and confused. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to put you in my life. Where your place in my life should be. I feel so lonely. What should I do? I wish you had the answer because I'm hanging. I wish you could tell me. It hurt me when you asked me when you said you loved me the other day and you said you wanted friendship on the other. What do you really want from me? Do you even care with what I'm feeling? Would you even bother? I thought I was special. Special compared to the other guys youve been with in the past. I guess not. Im just the same. Some guy you went out with one day in the future when you tell your friends who I was in your life. I never imagined it would come to this. I'm sorry for all the bad things that I did to you. For the things I couldn't give you. I'm sorry if I wasn't a good boyfriend or friend when you needed me to be there. I'm sorry if there were times I failed you especially right now. I'm sorry if there were times that I didn't make you smile anymore because making you smile was all I ever lived for. I'll always miss holding your hand and watching you sleep and playing with your hair. I'll miss watching a movie with you then eating after and dancing with you in the midst of our friends.. Thank you for being wonderful. Thank you for being kind to me and loving me in the time we were together. For the smiles, the laughter and the joy. Even the fights which made me grew into a much better person. For making me into a person youve always described with a big heart.Thank you for teaching me how to love. Did you know that I used to dream of our house? With the screams of the children playing happily in the background. Little Kevin, Nicola, Kenzo and Ciara running around the house. Little Kevin and Nicola were little versions of ourselves while Kenzo looked like you and Ciara looked like me. You on the other hand cooking dinner for your husband coming home from work. I'd buy a hot sports car for the kids when they grow older so that I could borrow it to take you out on dates and just go on drives around the metro like we used to when we first met each other. I don't know, I guess I just dreamend it all up one lonely night while I was staring at the sky. Now its all going away. I wish you'd reconsider. I know your scared of what the future might have for us just as I am, but our time is right now. Ask anyone who's ever had a successful love story. I'm sure all of them are tainted with sacrifices and hardships. Never give up. Knowing that and instead of giving in, I will always choose us. Because there is no person I would spend the rest of eternity in heaven even if it means going through hell. You know who you are.The next chapter is up to you. Once upon a time there was a man and a woman..